Awareness

 It's not that I don't want to be with people, but every attempt I've made to form meaningful bonds has ended in heartbreak. Those I've trusted have exploited my vulnerability, leaving me shattered and bewildered. I'm left questioning what I overlooked, what fundamental aspect of human nature I failed to grasp. Was I blind to the warning signs, ignorant of the complexities of the human heart, or simply naive to the cruelties that others are capable of? Ever since my heart was crushed, I've found myself observing people from a distance, merely existing as I navigate the remaining race of my life. There are times when loneliness makes me cry, big as I look, tears run down my face. Some days I find myself standing on the side roads yearning for someone to share my achievements with, or to offer comfort when I need it most. I long to hear those reassuring words: "Everything will be okay." Being lonely has been a harsh yet an effective teacher. I've...